“I learned to communicate with invisible presences. I’ve been listening for the unseen ever since.”—Brian Conroy
The daily readings in the Course in Miracles right now are reviews, each one kicking off with the statement that is repeated ad naseum throughout the entire thousand-plus pages.
“I am not a body. I am free. For I am still as God created me.”
In this physical domain, that statement is a real head-scratcher. I see my body every time I look in the mirror. I feel my body when, as a girl who cain’t say no, I play pickleball way longer than I should.
However, I’ve also begun to notice that who I really am stretches way beyond the few cubic feet of material space I’ve identified as “me.”
As I begin to experience myself as an electromagnetic field, as an energetic frequency, I recognize the truth in that statement. I feel a connection to well, everything.
Lately, when people ask “how ya’ doin’?,” I’ve been answering with “I’m buzzy.”
What I mean is I’m feeling this palpable energetic buzz that brings me intense joy. I notice it whenever I stop for a moment, whenever I walk outside and feel the trees and the wind and the shimmering sun. Sometimes, I notice it when I’m unloading the dishwasher.
It’s different than say, the joy I get when Taz sends me a hedgehog or a reader offers thanks for one of my books.
It’s a field of coherence, I guess you could say, that feels connected to the whole universe.
And even though it’s hard to put into words, it feels magical and exciting and even well, commonplace.
May this field, this truth, this river of love bring peace and joy to us all.
#222 Forever!
Pam Grout is the author of 22 books including E-Squared, Thank & Grow Rich , The Course in Miracles Experiment: A Starter Kit for Rewiring Your Mind (And Therefore Your World)and her latest, The Ego’s Playbook.
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I love you Pam grout beyond words you bring me great joy and peace
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Hello Pam,
Thank you for sharing another post in which you describe (some “thing” which really can’t be expressed in words) what it feels like to knowingly be your essential nature.
I still marvel at the same realization; which is described in Christian terms through the following expression: “The Father and I are one.” Yes, you are not the body-mind, nor are eight billion apparent “others.”
Blessings…always, in all ways (with props to Neale Donald Walsch). 🙏
Thank you for this reminder to be open to all that is!
I love that you said experience myself as an electromagnetic field, as an energetic frequency. I always really vibrate with a lot of things you say. I feel you put into words what I know and feel. Thank you for all you do!
You always make my day!!!!!!!!!
Oh yes! Felt that incredible buzz other day when dealing with feelings in a relationship. He and I, when I see us as separate, have different views on privacy, boundaries, many things when identifying with a body! This led me to get quiet and seek peace, forgiveness, salvation …. I found it in a reggae song Jah Lift Me where I surrendered and the buzz was out of this world 🌍!! Reminded me that my brother/sister is there for my remembering and everything is happening FOR ME not to me! 💖 and even better HS has my best interests as its daily agenda!!
Thanks sis! 🥰
Oh yes, the buzzzzzzzzzz! Taz sent you a hedgehog. My Momma just sent me a hawk feather literally 10 footsteps after I asked for one yesterday. Coherence indeed. If you put yourself in the “gap” you can feel that buzzzzzzzzy coherence literally everywhere and with everyone. What a gift it is to be alive and to buzzzzzzz.
Good morning!
I gotta tell you that my husband’s amazingly awesome therapist recently referenced Pam Grout. Boy, was she surprised and delighted to learn that not only did he know who PG is, but that his wife (ME!) is a huge fan, has most of her books, AND…has met PG and Jim for coffee! She may have been a little jealous, but in a good way. We lent her The Ego’s Playbook, and she loved it.
Sending all of you a big dose of buzz, on this glorious Tuesday morning!
xox
Pam,
I feel it!! That energy that has no name. And, I’m glad to hear others like yourself sharing it, so I feel less crazy and more alive in this loving and all-encompassing JOY!
Love,
Karen
I so identify with this. The “everyday” miracles that keep my energy flowing each and every day flows thru me all the time – even when I’m not aware of it. When I am, I think I can fly!!
The last of my two sons passed away on July 4th. I am devastated. Really trying to stay centered. But this is devastating.